Hey, long time no see I hope that you guys are doing well.

Really sorry about my sudden lack of activity here on dA lately. Ever since the last week of April, I realized that I have not submitted anything and looked liked I was gone for good. Ha ha, but fear not for I am back and ready to post new Art and stories to share. But~ not now.

You see, the reason why I was on hiatus was because I was fixing up my transfer papers for my old school since I'm planning on changing my course because no matter how hard I try, even though my grades were high... I just can't help but feel like I wasn't happy. In order not to make the same mistakes twice, I thought about what I really want... for a very long time. I've created this account for almost a year ago in search for that answer and seeing my dA now... It made me realize what I really want to do in life however, it also made me realize that this kind of course... is not so popular in my country so I thought I was on a dead end and I'm already fearing that I may make the same mistake I did two years ago by choosing a course that I really can't relate to.

And I was really about to make the same mistake, back to the last week of April. I've already made up my mind and decided to go back to Med school and finish what I started even though I wasn't happy with it... because I failed to find what I was looking for and I wasn't getting any younger so I had to make a decision and with that decision, I was already ready to sacrifice a lot of things... but then two weeks ago, my aunt told me some news and it was wonderful. Just out in the blue and from nowhere, a course that I was silently wishing for suddenly came to reality. Coincidentally speaking, it was also the same branch of school were my mother and brother graduated from which make it twice as awesome news from me.

So once I heard that news, I hurriedly went back to my old school and finished all formalities to transfer schools and boy, was it a terribly long and boring procedure. Seeing as it took me weeks to finish and it was really downright irritating since my old school doesn't want me transfer. You know what I did to make them release me? Ha ha, I threw a fit by saying that I really don't want to continue my current course and the course I would love to take isn't available in this campus so you can't force me to stay here since I've made up my mind and I won't give up on it.... all in english and not in my native language so that conversation really made them speechless. I'm usually known as the calm, shy and quiet yet friendly type of girl but once you pissed me off... all hell breaks loose.

So after that, at long last, I've got the the transfer papers! and last week I went to the school offering the new course that I want to take. I passed the screening and interview with flying colors and I've just received a call yesterday stating that I was ready to take the entrance exam and the practical exam for qualification of the course I want... today. That's why I can't post new deviations right now because I'm getting ready for it since a couple of hours, I'll be going back to that said school and take the tests.

The reason why I'm still hanging around dA now than getting ready, is because I am completely nervous about it! I can't help but feel completely anxious about it, like I wouldn't pass the entrance exam and I wouldn't be be good enough for the practical exam. But my family, even my relatives are cheering for me. They keep saying that I was already a good student and I can already draw fairly well so I should be fine.  But still, I'm very very nervous about it.

Ha ha, I guess I'm just a nervous wreck. I'll do my best and I'm sure I'll do fine. But I would appreciate it even more if you guys wish me luck. Help me get in this school with the course that I really want to take. The Course? It's Digital Animation... Yup, that's right. With this course I won't have to be worried about abandoning my dA when it comes to my studies since my main focus in this course is to draw better and improving my writing will be an added bonus too. That's why I want this course for it relates to me the most and It's what I've always dreamed of ever since I was a child... to make my own Anime with my own story. With that, I won't let this opportunity pass.

Well... better go and study a bit... then I'm off to take the exam! Hope all goes well.

I'll tell you guys about it once I get the results, at that time I'll be sure to submit my new artworks too! Hope you'll look forward to them. Well... see you later and wish me luck, because I'll need it and thank you for your patience. I'll announce the winners for the contest on #FMA-ARTandLITERATURE soon.

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